HS Dance: Night Raid
Today we had the HSDance. Yay. I was actually planning with pratik to make someone go with me (:P), but I decided it’d be better if not. Because.. uh.. I actually dont know why. Just no. 
So anyways I had a biiiig let down before the event.
Uh first, no Happy Feet watching with a-q, since lack of time. Second, Pratik, Jan, and Raf all cannot go. And that’s about the people who I can talk to comfortable the most. Oh, and not to mention, Tsukihime hooked me to play it 32948702891 hours a day. @.@ Well I still went, since I did say to Jay that we’d meet and told Lina I’d go, though not any of them are promises, well I just had to go. I didn’t forgot the fact that for some reason, this year’s CT batch ALWAYS seems to be together in any event. Last concert, everyone was together mostly. Ah well, it was boring. I wanted to dance but I didn’t have someone to go on with. I mean, someone I could dance with since I dont want to do so alone. -.- <.< @.@ The whole night, Irvin was wondering around the school, drank 5 cups of coffee or so, me roaming around with various CT people, standing most of the time, blah blah blah. Boring Oh well, it was fun though. Yes it was boringly fun. I really just have a fun time of hanging around, probably that’s why. Although playing Tsukihime is tons better, sometimes, relaxing with friends is better.
On the way home, I was picked up by my uncle. And ranted about HS Life and so. He stated something like, HS Life is the best time of your life ever. And I agree wholeheartedly, that’s why I motivate myself to always do stuffs this time of year. Why? Let’s see, when you’re younger, what’s fun to you? You were so childish to actually know whats fun, and you probably have forgotten what ever happened all before HS Life. After HS is College Life, then Working Life. Tell me, whats fun there? Most of the time, your friends are temporary, most of your time is consumed by work and study. So thats why HS is the best. And I should have 34058239405 fun with it. It really just bothers me when I graduate, on how I really want to go back to these days, oh well, it’s still a year and a half before the time I leave school. Though it seems so long, it’ll all seem short in the end. Thats why I should not waste a moment, and have fun now, leave precious memories for my future. For I will always remember all this times I had, I should never forget. I hope when I die and go to whereever, there’s a high-tech TV there that lets you see the real past. Sure, watching Rome war with the Gauls is fun. But even funner is watching yourself lazing around on assignments, shying with girls, being angry for someone being an idiot, being an idiot yourself, feeling moe to someone, and so on. That would be soooo fun, I really wish that’d come true. I’d flood the heaven/hell of tears when I get that wish. Oh, and I hope that the tv also has anime XP
A year and a half to go. Help me to make all of the days remaining valuable and meaningful. Memories is the only thing I could bring afterdeath, and thus I want to cherish this memories forever. When I could no longer create memories, I’d love to see myself back in the old days. So. I must push forward. Memories are valuable, this is an exemptionally rare item. I must get it at all costs, before my time ends. Waaa emo =P
Ah I dont know. I feel like ranting. And eating. I hadn’t ate anything in the dance. So yeah. Byes~!
Oh by the way, I reaaaaly feel like taking pictures of myself now. Though not in the way Jay does and pictures 04893524507245869 of himself everyday, but you get the point. I’m on the road! Well, after taking my first pic with my new phone, I went home and pic-ed me 2354398 times when no ones around >.< Oh noo! But in the end, I really am just not handsome, cute or whatever, not suitable for photos, not photogenic. -.- v.v Ah well. Nothing can do now. =P
