Shiawase no Hibi(?!)

Ahaha~ What an indeed fines and megas morning it is, isn’t it? I should try to wake up at earlier times, the feeling is sort of differently-good~ Oh yea lol, I didn’t even slept. Or probably I did. Dunno. @.@ One of those, I-can’t-sleep-but-apparently-I-slept-but-still-didn’t-but-felt-like-i-did-but-at-the-same-time-i-felt-like-i-did. Or something. ^^;;; Ahaha~ Off to Oblivion now~ Or something =P

Do I still am worthy to live? Betrayal. Betray. Isn’t that what I’ve been always living like? Yet, for once, I have managed to control. For once, I’ve obeyed. Yet. This very last few days. Betray? Obey? I don’t know. Death. Death can go get me now. I have no more reason to live. My sacrifice? Hah. I’ll use my death as the sacrifice instead. In the last few days of insanity, what have I learned? I don’t know. However, I have been struggling. It seems everything fell down on me. Hope, where did my hope go? No. It didn’t appeared. But it did, at the last day. However, I seemed to have not use the light. I ignored it, probably. I’m already out of my sanity. Yes. Thinking, thinking. Always thinking. Late nights. 4am sleeps. Death. Bloodshed. Kill. Am I not insane? Kill. Feast. Claws. Ah, how beautiful it is being a vampire, no? Hah, sanity. Where is mine…? Still, managing to control. Control. Yet in the end, I still didn’t had it. Did I stopped sleeping late? No. Did I stopped about thinking of how cool it is to kill and vampire-like? No. Did I stopped my thoughts full of passion and hate? No. In the end, did I managed to supress everything? No. And just when the year was ending, huh? Is there still hope for me? I doubt it. So. Am I finally free to die now? Death. Death. Death. Death. Die. Die. Die. ……………………………………………………… I have to. There’s no other way. I’ve broken the perfection. It’s all ruined. Therefore. I must pay. Pay.

……..

Strange huh…? Sanity, mine’s quite failing recently. Especially in the recent days. And I just had an outbreak of it so ya, emo post for you. But yes, they’re quite true. Yet, if the hope only came sooner when I still had the ears to hear, right…? Hah. Yet, there is still hope? New year is new life. So, can I still alter the past? No. However, I can start doing good in exchange of the dark past. Yes. But, wasn’t that what I was doing before my sanity collapsed the last few days..? Yes. That is why, I’ll continue. Continue. Continue. Continue. Why? Simply because death is a gay technique used for people who does nothing but to run and escape. Death is only prescribed by god, only will be applied for the right time. Therefore, unless I am given the treatment, I must continue. Yes, I shall learn from this mistake, and all the mistakes in the past. Over and over. Isn’t that life? Isn’t it a bore? No. Because the fact of fighting off your last mistake and the fact there’s a new mistake in your face, waiting for you to learn it all again, there’s always that time we’ll fall and learn. Therefore? Next time, I’ll definitely call for the hope. Next time I’ll definitely hold the line. Hold the line more longer. Until that unexpected time, LETS PWN TEH DORK DARK SIDE~!

And before I go to sleep, since it’s getting pretty much late (again), ZOMGZ Kara no Kyoukai IS GETTING A MOVIE! WOOTAGESAURUSREX!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh. I has new vid card. Or not. Lets see after this week, okay? Oh ya, I recieved lots of…………. freaking low-quality shirts. Yar. Not that I didn’t expected it <.< Oh yes~ A cat is fine too. NOT. I should stop cats. Cats. They’re not fine too. ^^;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; Yar. GGed.

OOOOOOOOOH YAAAAAAA While in the past few days, I’ve managed to get help, not from hope, however from THE OBLIVIONS! Yes, the evil I face is the evil who also helped me. Or not exactly the same, however, from the same, side huh? Yes~ Oblivion. Pugana. Elder Scrolls. 4. Oblivion. Uriel Septim. Morrowind. Martin Septim. Redguard. Orcs. Catpeople. YES~! IT WORKS DAMN FINE ON MY PC FOR SOME WIERD REASON> AND TAT SPELLING OF WEIRD IS WIERD LAWL! Oh, and not to mention if I have new vid card, IT’LL BE EVEN WAY MOAR BETTAR THAN TARTAR SAUCE! So ya. Byes and good night. Hope there’s still morning to shine. OH AND HOPE FOR MORE HOPE-MOMENTS~!

Ahaha, someone made a major mistake~ Lucky Star isn’t on Winter. IS NOT ON WINTER DAMNIT!

However, two series seems to be on the same moe category as Lucky Star, although lacking otaku gamer moe-style.

There’s the Nodame thingy, musical stuff, it’s Live Action series are just ending. Had quite a good feedback, though I don’t fancy musical stuffs so I’ll give it a pass.

Les Miserables, sort of a remake of a classic story, and has one of those animations like for kids or whatever. You know, classic stuff animation or something. Not moeish, not shoujoish, not shounenish, just classic-ish. Skip.

Hidamari Sketch. Moe. That’s all there is to it. Designs, seiyuus, and even Shaft is doing it, so I expect good animation quality. Definitely a thumbs up.

Minabi Straight. Moe slice of life in school of 2035? I’m in. VAs include Hirano Aya, Horie Yui and Nonaka Ai. More moe~!

Shuffle Memories. Too bad I haven’t watched Shuffle. So I’ll just watch this when I do. Skip for the meantime.

Master of Epic, based on an Online Game. Based on it’s initials, it’s M. O. E. Haha, but still no information about it. I’ll think about it~

Saint October. Contains gothic-loli-moe. And action ofcourse~ Probably give it a try, last series that I watched with fighting was F/SN, and that was 2/3 Seasons ago. Oh, character designs are moe so I couldn’t even resist it in the first place =P

Apart from that, there’s the KnM clone, a baseball-anime, some mechas, and a couple of others w/o moe designs. So I’ll probably not watch unless they get a good feedback. Now if I could only make my HD survive winter….
 

Purieko. Prieko. プリエコ.

Lawl. Someone was going to post an (edited) post, but then after X-mas Eve Dinner and checking his cellphone, he decided not to anymore =D

Jei-kun - sent him a 2-messages long message. Saying how I found a cheese and ate one today but it isn’t smoked cheese, but how I found hope on finding one, and saying that I hope he finds his hope in this Christmas. @.@ Someone’s weird again! Haha Jei-kun was quite speechless =D

Jan - Merry Christmas to you martini. Martini, he said it was a wine. So that means I’m a wine? X_x

Pratik - One of the earlier to text. I almost forgot about him, <3 gotta love that friendship~

MV - lol. I. Completely. Forgot. About him. @.@ But he did texted me. I’m such a bad a-q leader. OMG I forgot, just remembered I planned to text AJ <.< Crap. He must be feeling lonely now crap <.<

Lina - Earlier texted Merry Christmas, but he seemed to have wanted a Merry Christmas Eve. So during Eve, I’ve texted him, but then he stated he wanted a Merry Christmas. @.@ So I texted him both Merry Christmas and Merry Christmas Eve. But he said that  will do. Only will do?! So I go say a bunch of positive words and add them before to Chipsmas, then times ten to the 293572092389th power, plus infinity. Oh wait, crap, I spelt it wrong!………………………..Merry New Year and Happy Christmas!………That’s wrong again! ……………………. meriikurisumasu~!…………………….Wait he doesn’t understand that! ……………….Uh. Merry Christmas~! Finally, after about 4-messages worth haha~!

Rico - @.@ Unexpected. Really. And the way he made it sound, hau~, kakoii desu~!!! <.< Now that makes me more and more ankward now @.@

Raymond - His usual GMs. That doesn’t make me feel special now, does it? =P

Rishi - he actually GMed earlier on chat. And he told me he’ll be back after 3 days or so. Noooooooooooooooo he’s going to Iraq and fight wars! XP

Well, thanks to those people, I feel happy this christmas. Hah, I don’t know, but I was quite feeling a bit down for no reason earlier. Thanks a bunch, guys~! 

Akiha and Hisui, 100% complete~! All endings attained, although, there’s still several CGs missing. Now, I’m off either to Arc’s Good Ending, or go to perhaps the most emotional route, even way more than Sacchan’s small time, Kohaku. Oh, speaking of Arc. I haven’t even seen her. @.@ She has waaaay to little screentime, and she’s considered as the main heroine?! @.@ Yes she appears waaay tooo little. That’s weird. I’m off to Arc’s route, byes~

Edit: Uh. Actually, no. I don’t think I’ll do Arc’s yet. Since there’s something that she’ll give me as a gift there, remember? >:)

Christmas. It’s here. Yeah~! Guess who’s here also. My father. @.@ NOooooooooooooooooo please no dont take me to the mountains <.< I don’t know. But the days before New Year I’ll be dead in the mountains. Probably. Maybe. @.@

Christmas eh? Wonder what gifts I’ll get. Oh. Let me guess. Clothes. Not even weeks-worth of cash. And more clothes. That’s fun. Atleast other people get to have *ahem* mugs *ahem*.

Oh, I’ve finished the Illya-profile. Although there’s something wrong with the overlay. Or something. @.@ It won’t work.

Hmm… I was supposed to start the Haruhi Marathon as soon as I woke up, but for some reason I cancelled it. Dunno. I guess it’s boring. Nooooooooooooo I’m losing my faith! =(

Nobody texts me and greets me. =( Well so far only 3. Out of? I didn’t even expect one. So I’m already glad and happy about that. <3

Grr… I just hope there’s no mountains after this. I’ll have a traumatic experience with mountains if it does @.@ Haha w/e. The night is still early SO LETZ PARTY111 

@.@ I skipped the H-scene using good ‘ol Task Manager - Stay on top option~ But now, I’ve seen Akiha talked to Kohaku and saying how they’re going to kill SHIKI. I’m not sure which SHIKI, but from the descriptions, it sounds like me-shiki. But then it also sounds like SHIKI-Roa. Dunno. @.@ So like anyway, I secluded myself in the room, and Hisui knocks everytime. And after moar emoe moments, I open the door. Just now. And. Hisui said. The girl yesterday. Who I had an h-scene with. Is not her. And was Kohaku-san. @.@ And the girl who was always inside the mansion during the old days was also Kohaku. The one who called me out to play was Hisui. @.@ Talk about Twin Switch. Like Sonozaki twins~

12:38. Oh. Yeah. lol That’s why. Why didn’t I noticed the fact Hisui didn’t liked to even be in skin-contact with people of the opposite gender, and how the Hisui that time said something weird. Oh. The real Hisui now tells that they swapped personalities because Hisui felt sad at the time, then Kohaku became cheeful to cheer her up. @.@ N1! 

12:46. Talked about Hisui about those weird dreams. If you held out for this long, then you could still do so, right? @.@ And someone was in the verge of failing earlier today <.<

12:49. And I thought Higurashi made me a good detective <.< Kohaku and Akiha went out earlier today. That’s probably why I opened the door since only Hisui was in the whole place. But wait! If they went out, and the other time they were talking about killing SHIKI, then doesn’t that mean… Yes lol. They’re killing Roa-Shiki as of this moment. And I only thought about that when Hisui told me that. <.< Nub. Hmm… No line-destroying action this time, huh? 

12:52. Oh yea lol. Mirror Moon has finished F/SN - Fate route. Cheers to that! 

12:54. Kissu~! And Hisui has just casted Fatal Bonds! Therefore, I’ll still last, last enough until Koha-kiha pwns the heck out of Roa!

12:56. And Hisui tells me they’re called the Synchronizers. Sounds like one of those cheesy live-action power ranger stuff @.@

1:00 AM. !!! WARNING !!! H-scene ahead. Activating Task Manager. 

1:11. Finally. Skipped everything. Damn that took about 10 minutes @.@

1:24. Knowing the truth. IT’S NANAYA MODE~! Yes. I’ve got the knife. And I’m outside the mansion. HERE I COME YOU FOOLISH ROA HAHAHAHAHAH. *then probably goes to die 23957820893 times again before fully killing him, like in ciel’s path* =( 

1:25. @.@ Hisui is coming with me too 

1:29. First other people sighted. Akiha. In. An. Uber. Cool. Pose. WOOT! 

1:36. Holy SHI! Just when of all the times?!?! Someone decides to stay in the room. Fo real. WTF MAN!?!?!?!!?!! I’m in the emoe moments, just before Akiha dies. Damnit. Go away nub!

1:48. Hisui Route Finished. Excuse me, I have to go watch epilogue~ 

1:55. Boom. Owned. First, Kohaku planned everything up. From the beginning. Second. Kohaku was the one who gave me the ribbon. Not Hisui. *goes of to watch moar epilogue explanations~*

2:12. After a loooooooooong time without ever seeing Ciel-sempai, I see her. And. Saying. Hisui True Ending Completed~! <3 Dang Tsukihime is sooooooooo daaaaaaaaang great! Gotta love that twist in the end…. All that is left now is… Kohaku… and Ciel. I don’t know what’d happen if I take Kohaku’s route. I just don’t know, Hisui’s route spoiled much, I’m afraid. But still. Still. I want a Sacchan route! XP I treated Sacchan like nothing in this route <.< Sorry Sacchan. Well. I’m going to attend Ciel’s class and go to sleep now. Bye bye~!

Let’s go~ In celebration of the newly founded ASOS-Dan, Imma go and have a marathon. Now~

…………dreaming that I have a credit card. I want one. Badly. Now. I want to order 9237429075023895702983475103748901375892340 visual novels now. I want to order 2389657823947091875089137248917302410381057 DVDs now. I want to order 2359723890520347810794018975019873590879082 figures now. <.< Piracy is teh suck you know.