Shiawase no Hibi(?!)

… YOU NUB! Normal ending, is just plain stupidly imbalancely. Normal. Not the best. Heck, everyone has a Good and Best ending. But for Akiha I got Normal. Meaning, I got the worst ending ever for Akiha. @.@ Stupid! Oh well.

Honestly, I wasn’t actually aiming for Akiha. I was aiming for something that cannot be got. v.v Yumizuka Satsuki, aka Sacchan. I wanted her badly. Not lust, but I really, really had a liking for her character.

It all started when I talked to her the whole day, when I was moving to the Tohno household. At lunch, I discover that Sacchan was actually my classmate in Middle School, something I didnt even notice. And… AND… When we were going home, luckily we were going into the same direction. T.T Sacchan… Sacchan told me of a story, when she was in Middle School. They… The badminton team including her was trapped inside the old warehouse in school. It was cold. But. I. I managed to save them with my Eyes. It was lucky I was there at that time. No one else were there. All this time along. How rude of me to have forgotten? Throughout all these years, Sacchan… She looked up to me. Yet, I manage to forget about her. But. The worst part. Before parting, Sacchan says this to me:

"Ever since then, I really believed that you’d come and help me no matter the problem was." Her expression is quite resolute.
"Isn’t that right? So if I’m ever in a pinch, you’ll come and help me, right?" Yumizuka asks me, smiling.
"Yeah. If it’s within my power, I’ll help you."
"Well, my house is this way, so I’ll see you at school tomorrow."

See you at school tomorrow. Those word rings a bell. The next day, Sacchan was declared ran-away from her house. Why? Why? I went out and search for her. The whole day. Where could she be?! But. What I feared the most happened. Sacchan… Sacchan became a vampire. Not only that, it seems that there’s no chance for her to come back, and she was really compatible to become one. What?! Why? Sacchan. How could I even help you like this..?

 Before, I faced Yumizuka with my knife to bring her salvation from death. And now, I am giving up my life to save her withm y life.
But, that… Doing that, who would be saved? At least for Tohno Shiki, it’s not helping someone he cares the most about…
"Aki..ha." … I can’t die.

"Yumu..zuka.."
My knife moves.
… The ‘line’ on her chest.
The line on the heart of the girl who believed in herself, hoping for some last salvation…

…I plunge my knife deeply into it.

"But, this is for sure the best way. So, don’t cry, Tohno-kun. You did the right thing." The sensation of the knife gets lighter.
Satsuki’s body doesn’t have a heart anymore.
"Ah, it seems like I won’t be able to talk anymore. Well, my house is this way. So this is goodbye then."
"Yumizuka…!"
"Yeah, bye bye, Tohno-kun. Thank you… and, sorry."

Like ash scattered by the wind, Yumizuka Satsuki completely disappears before my eyes.

I killed her.
I wanted to save her, I even said I would save her… But in the end, I killed her to save myself.

Thank you. Sorry.
She didn’t have to thank me. There was no reason to apologize.

"I…killed you."
…But still, she thanked me.
That’s why.
I really did want to save her.

… Goodbye, Satsuki…

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The story plus that amazing background music. I’m sure it’ll make you to tears as it did to me v.v Poor Sacchan. She didn’t even had a happy ending. How come I feel, even Sacchan isn’t a main character, her story was the best, or atleast so far? That story, even though its short. Yet. So wonderful. So simple, but just plain damn great. Type Moon really just have GOT to give her  a good ending one day. Side story, alternate world, I don’t care. As long as Sacchan finally gets her happiness, in the end, I’ll be happy with it. It’s really a pity, huh? After that day you discovered everything, everything just fell. Knowing Sacchan’s past, promising to save her. Yet the very next two days. Inorder to save her, and myself. Bang. Hitting her death point. She slowly dies. If. If I was only there at that night.

It was revealed later on, she was attacked by SHIKI, Roa, whatever you call him, oh yeah he got a handsome make over too for some unknown reason, she was attacked after that very day I talked to her. Earlier that day, we talked about the recent killings, then that night, she seemed to have been searching around for the killer, or something. WHY? v.v Well, Sacchan. This is goodbye. T.T

I WANT A REAL SACCHAN ROUTE NOW! V.V Akiha’s route is good too. Actually, not really, it’s pretty much the same, except Roa now wants Akiha than killing Arc. But it did explain more on the Tohno family, my real family, Nanaya, our relations, how Tohno family is basically a family of supreme OT-ness. One way or another, they go OT, from killing everyone, to being mentally OT. @.@ Tohno = OT. Oh, speaking of Arc, she appears only once. And she was facing backwards too. Poor Illya Arcueid.

Next, I’ll probably be finishing Ciel-senpai’s route. Honestly, I started on that already, but in the middle of it, I said I’ll go take anyone of Akiha/Twin Meido’s path, since they got to be less scarier. And since I was playing up to 2am too, I wouldn’t want any more bloodshed. But. But. Sacchan. @.@ Oh, and the few next days, I was also dreaming in the nights. That I was the killer. In the end, my mind was sort of linked to Roa’s mind, so I see what he’s doing. And thanks to Ciel-senpai, I got my mind cleared that I wasn’t the killer, AND I PWN ROA’S ASS OFF! Oh yeah, I did die about 10 times to him though. Because I keep on rushing onto him

But. But. What I don’t understand. WHY THE HECK DID I GOT A NORMAL ENDING?! I WANT BEST NAW PLEAZE! @.@ Oh well. I’ll probably do Akiha’s route again when I finished JUST ABOUT EVERYONE’S ROUTE. Or maybe atleast I finished everyone once. I’m planning to view ALL scenes, so I’ll go do it all over and over again.

For the other news. <.< >.> V.V MY HAIR NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. My hair, which was last cutted at the start of 2nd Quarter, is now cutted once again. Oh, but luckily, it wasn’t LOLMAOMGUBERCUT like last time, I mean, cutting it all veeeeeery short. @.@ Oh, and I said goodbye to my mustache too. @.@ Oh noes I look weirds!

Oh, and thanks to ubar storm iforgothis/her/itsname, NO CLASSES FROM THURSDAY WOOHOO! And he/she/it didn’t cause me harm. No brownouts, no ghey ubar winds breaking my windows apart. But it did disrupt my internet a couple of times though v.v

@.@ GOTTA PLAY MOAR  TSUKIHIME, K TNX BYE! Oh, and I want to play Higurashi too ~.~ And I want to play Hitomi Stepsister since I need to delete files on my HD. Maybe I should just burn it and play it next year? Oh. When I do get about 3gb of free space. Guess what? HIGURASHI NO NAKU KORO NI MARATHON WOO HOO~! Yeah, re-DL them all, watch for the last time, then burn them all to CD. What a nice way to say goodbye. But now, Tsukihime pwns all! Sacchan v.v