Shiawase no Hibi(?!)

Boom. Today is explosive. Not explosively exciting, but explosively full of information. So ya. Last day of Foundation Day. Odd, last day of a day? Haha. W/E. So mass, blah blah blah. Then some wierd stuff. I just partly slept through them all. THEN LUNCH FINALLY. Everyone was like, let’s DotA. So immediately, we went to the comlabs. But noooooooo. They’re closed <.< So everyone sat on the same place as yesterday, the trees near the comlab. So ya. Come and go, the people did. I ate there and sat there the whole time. Yay. Meanwhile, Jarv and the others were there talking many random things. Such as Naruto <.<

Then later, Jay comes and sits, looking all down. Blah blah blah, Gino appeared, Jay went away, Gino chased him. Moar later, Jay is back, then Gino… you get the drill. So w/e. In the end I was useless, fine. @.@ But I wanted to help Jay <.< W/e. Then at the finale, Jay sat with me. About 5 minutes, Gino arrived with Jerrick and, uh. someone. So Jay bowed his head down or something, Gino saying sorry, here’s your 200 bucks and stuff. For about 20 minutes. Then Mam China appeared and stole Jay’s bag. But Jay didn’t care. Afterwards, he asked me where Mam went and he went after her. So Gino sat down with me. And snatched my earphone. And asked. What is this? I said. Earphone. Lawl. And he said this is Jap or something. You like these things? Me: *looks around* No.. Gino: *says something imba* Me: *inside:@.@@.@* So ya. Something shocking. Like a shockgun.

But before that, I was staring at the air. I was thinking of my secret plan stories. Haha. And I had the 1337est idea. So ya. Time flew fast.

After the Jay incident, I sat down again to the same spot, Jarv, Migz, Arben, Mejia and Melvin were still there. Apparently talking about Naruto. Still. So w/e. Later, I joined them when they started to talk about ‘hot seats’ and controversial stuffs. And ya. I learned a lot. @.@ And I’m not telling you!!!

So w/e. I don’t care anymore. Too much info <.< Damnit. But then, I guess it’s better than not knowing it. Or something. W/e. Oh ya no ET fight for no reason YAY. 

Yay Day 2! So yeah, after waking up, dreaming of something FREAKIN WEIRD DREAM, I got up. Well. No. Not really. Actually. I can’t get up. AT ALL. <.< I was thinking, let’s just not go to school. My body doesn’t really want to and my mind also doesn’t. Why not? @.@ But fine. Fine. FINE. I’ll go. <.<

Yay school. Assembly. Blah blah blah. After assembly. Mico: LETS PLAY DOTA! Me: K. Melvin: No, watch me swim T.T Everyone: *goes to comlabs*….*whiteboard shows: CTC1/2/3 = P40/hour*……… OMG! Mico: Where we play? Me: No wai i’m playin on ctc2 again <.<. Everyone: *goes to ctc 3*. OMG LINE!. Me: Mico go line now. *mico goes to line* Afterwards, Domeng + Gian showed up. ???: Wanna play? Domeng: K. Gian: Pass. Aftermorewards, Chuchi and others appear. ???: Wanna play? Chuchi: K. Arben: *after repeatitive persuasion* K. De Chavez: K. YAY. That makes, me, Mico, Sng, Mejia, Domeng, Chuchi, Arben, De Chavez! Or something like that. So ya. Skipping on. ZOMGZ. We has computers in about 8′oclockzorz! ZOMGZ! <.< Fine. Oh ya the line was switched to the side door lawl. So ya, we wait outside.

Chuchi: Lets eat. Me: No. Olalde: No. Everyone: No. Olalde: Sir Jo, is open time okay? Sir Jo: Yes. But skipping more minutes, we agreed to eat. <.< Or atleast them <.< Meanwhile, Sng and Rishi and Mejia were waiting for teh pcs. ZOMGZ. Eat. Eat. Eat. 8:00 Arrives. OMG. NO PC WTF?! Stupid open-timers. K. Wait for another hour. ZOMG. Back to grillhouse and sit on the same chairs. Yay. Me: *sit* *ipod* *zzzZzzZz come on… @.@*

And infront of me was a plastic table, in a creme color. There was a plastic glass, labeled "Nestea", which was filled nothing more than ice. Looking more forward, a Pillar can be seen, more plastic tables of the same color, and finally, a big, spacious window, revealing a large and luscious football field. Ah yes, Olalde was beside me, texting as usual. He wore the usual school uniform, with his bag straped on him. In his hand, is a rather old model of a cellphone. He texted a lot and a lot. Further to the left side of the table, many persons can be seen. There’s Jei-kun, Chuchi, and Edrick Jerrick, all playing with their cellphone, probably the same and usual "Bomber-man" Game. Numerous other people were also there. To my right, at the other side of the table, Mejia sits there, staring at the air. Or something. I believe Sng was directly to the right of my desk. I listen to my ’shiro-chan’ attentively. Slowly, I notice people are starting to move, from the entrance from my left, which leads from the gym, towards to the entrance to my right, which leads to, mainly, the main campus itself. Hah, like I should care. I continue to look at the football field, staring plainly at the bright and open field.   "Futari ni God Bless~!" the lyrics went into my mind as I listened to ’shiro-chan’, however, right after as the chorus ended, the bright world before my eyes turns into a complete desolate field, full of darkness. Nothing can be seen. There was, however, little areas that light manages to breaches, and looking through them, I can see the same field I was staring at a moment ago. My vision had changed, but that’s only it. In my ears, I still hear ’shiro-chan’. My lips can still feel, uh, my mouth. And my heart, still pumps and moves. What has happened? Oh. And as I blindly wonder, a low-pinch, humble voice from behind me started to speak. "Who am I?" … Who? Who are you?! Are you God? What is this, curse that you have gave me? Tell me! Those lines, within myself, I tell. In reality, I scream, WAAAAAA!!, AAAA!!. I wonder. I really wondered. Humans have primarily five senses. The sense of hearing, seeing, touching, tasting, and smell. I can no longer see, or, more properly, my sight has been reduced. Yet, I can hear the same, feel my body the same, taste my mouth the same, and, smell the same. Yes. I felt I smelt something. I feel just outside my nose, just within my face, I smell something. Is it of delightful smell? No. Is it of a horrible stench? No. To simply put, it’s a smell… of a, hand. A semi-sweaty hand, perhaps. It doesn’t really smell. But you know, I smell a hand. Hand. Nose. Face. My nose feels a hand, over my face. Oh. OH. So that’s why. There probably is a hand on my face. Oh. Right. Then, it all connects then. The voice early. "Who am I?" Yes. Indeed. It all connects. And as I figure everything out. It seems that my time is finally over. Another voice, a voice which I just heard a while ago. Olalde. Olalde’s voice. I heard them. "L….i…..n…..a"… It would seem, he was indicating the person who grasped my face with his hands. But. There was no more time to wait. No more time to choose, to guess. And as I realized everything, the black world in my eyes disappeared. A streaming flash of light. A bright light shines through. Very bright. Really, damn bright. Have I died? Because of not answering a question, I deserved to die? Why? Why is the world like this….?!……………………….. ……..Ah. I seem to have recovered. The blinding light slowly went down. My vision slowly recovers. And, as I finally recover. I now know everything. Dasig. He was there. All the time. I knew it. That dazzling shine. It has got to be him. But. Is that it? How come I don’t remember anything else before that? And like a reflex, I, just looked back. A streaming crowd. A crowd that moves along. No sign of stopping. What is it? Why did I needed to look back. Looking to my left, is Olalde. Still on his phone. Nothing seemed to have changed. …What… did just happened?!

Haha~ What that means? Well, everything was kinda true until the Dasig part. Yeah, Olalde did point out who was there, and indeed it was Lina. I actually knew it the whole time but kept on "WAAAAAAAGH!!!"-ing. Reflex indeed! And Gino was saying some weird things as clue, I forgot what he did say, but they were weird @.@ So ya. After that, actually, I never actually got a glimpse of their face. They just moved along with the crowd. So ya. @.@ SO WHAT’S THE POINT IN THE PARAGRAPH ABOVE?! Simple. I want to check if I still have the 1337 writing skillz. I want to finish my unfinished fanfics, as well as create moar of them~! And, dunno. I wanted to have fun =P

So ya. After that, o ya Sng was with us, right? So we was ordering him to check up on those PCs. But he wont <.< So I volunteered to go with Sng, I wanted to CR. So blah blah blah. ……. ZOMG! 10:00 PCS?! <.< FINE. So we watch Soccer on the Football Field! ID3 vs. MT3! Yay! Blah blah blah. Moar blah blah blah. OMG! So after some blahs. Okay. Two people are in at 10. The rest at 11. K. Fine. So I left them to go first. W/E. Afterwards, I’m with Olalde, Sng and Arben. We goes to Gym and watch AT1 vs. MT basketball game championship. So yah @.@ Oh ya, we went to Swimming pool earlier, but only for a few minutes or so. Oh. That was earlier. Way earlier than the ‘eat’ part. Oh ya. I didn’t eat at that time. I just drank Nestea. K. So ya. I recieved TEH CALLZOZR. AND WE WENT ON TO PARTY! Oh ya, AT1 was losing about 15 or so points. And some pretty rough plays there, pushing and stuff. W/E. So when we arrive back, Irvin F-ingly takes the one spot available. I went CR. I went back. Arben and Olalde went to go find Mico, who was on the swimming team to inform them, and find Chuchi and the others too. Domeng and Gian was there the whole time. A bit later, Chuchi and the rest appeared. They were in teh gym too lawl. SO blah blah blah. FINALLY WE PLAY. IT’S 11:00 BABY!.

Game1: OMG MEJIA NUB FEEDING! His Dazzle. <.< AND I WAS LANE MATE OMG NOT-AGGRO ENOUGH <.< Ciel: You got a message! Message: Jay: erik pa sub… si melvin to. IDEA! MEJIA GET OUT YOU FEEDER!. SHOO! YAY! We play! Oh ya, 3v3. Or sumthin. Wait, everyone was there. So ya. -sp, Gian was at our side, he’s slowly regaining his SKILZZORZ. OMG CLINKZ LAWL. So W/E. Blah blah blah. Rmk. Mejia fed too much. Lineup sucks. K. Rmk. Ciel: You gots a call from Jei-kun! Jei-kun..?: Eric? Si Migz to. I sub pera. Now. Or sumthin. Me: K. Gian: K. So he sub! RMK! SAME ‘Players!’! The whole day. Same players. At first. Chuchi’s. PC. Had network problems. Blah blah blah. RMK. RMK. RMK MOAR. Later. Migz had problems. …. RMK. RMK MOAR DAMNIT. FINALLY A REAL GAME, AND A GOOD SCOURGE LINEUP! Nevermore/Leviathan, Viper, Lich/Pug. ………… Nevermore/Levi loses to Sven/VS?…. Okay fine. But. They should’ve done better <.< …………………. OMG. Lich/Pug loses to CM/Jug? CM/Jug is a good combo. But Please. Lich/Pug plainly dominates lane. AT ALL COSTS. SO WHY THE HELL DID THEY LOSE?! Simple. Everyone on my team was not aggro at all. They’re all SOOOO DAMNNNNNNNNN DEFENSIVE. W/E. I just had fun with Domeng’s NUB BB. I ate BB alot. He hadn’t got any creepkills at the time I was there. So ya. But in end, we pwns. GG. Next game, Senti, I play ghey FUrion, did good Tele-Sprout, comboed with VS on mid, Swap Stun Sprout -ed = GG. Blah blah blah. Midas-Scepter-AegisD Combo. GG.

OMG PRACTICE TIEMZOR! Its 2:30. Yay. O ya, total pc costs 140 gold. OMG. Tangoes ftw! So ya. Rly. W/E 40/hr is liek chiep. Ya rly. Moving on. Me: I has no cheering since i has acatech right? Mam Au: K. So ya. Finally. YAY I HAS NO CHEERING! Blah blah blah. Later we became cops who searches for 3rd year truants. Later we becames props. Later, I became the guy who switched of the lights <.< I was actually given the chance to control the ‘lighting’, the real light not stupid corridor bulb lights. I declined. Why? 1 = I DONT KNOW HOW. 2 = …how should I know if this effect is good or bad. Ya. So i get to switch bulbs <.< W/E. Spent the time with Felipe. Blah blah blah. 4th year plainly pwnt. 3rd and 2nd Year were close, but I believe the real advantage of the 2nd year is on their pretty lights. YAY LIGHTS! And 1st year had a MAJOR PWNAGE. Oh. Wait. I meant THEY GOT MAJORLY PWNT BIG TIME. Ya rly. @.@

W/E. Now let me out of here, I’m tired from all of today. NOT TO MENTION THERE’S A BIG FREAKIN GAME AGAINST ET TOMORROW. Oh ya, it has bet too. …. Damnit. 

It has been. What? How many weeks already? I have spent time and time. What? I’ve been thinking everything over and over. Everything. All. A thinker can easily realize how BS everything is. Yes. Everything is. But, what is it today? I had lost hope on the very meaning of life itself. Yet, why still I dare come back with a half-smile?

Because. Simply because a light shined brightly. A sign I was waiting for. It may not be any meaning. But it is a light. A simple light. Light livens up a dim room. Light livens up a dim soul. It is that simple.

What has been the light? Many. All flowing in. One, ayyo. ayyo is one of my favorite bloggers, the famous makenai desuwayo! blog. What about him? He moved on. He just closed his blog a couple of days ago. The point? Time and acceptance. Time is important. There is a time for everything. When this time is over, it’s time to move on and accept. That is it, simple, isn’t it not? Seeing someone move on, why the hell am I still sitting here? Move on. Move on. Above the many, many mistakes you seem to have promised to forbid them, yet doing yet again. Move on. Accept that you had made your mistake. And there will be time that you will again. But. Wait for the right time. When you may possibly not break your promise. Yes. There is that time. But, there is always an adjusting period. Not everything can happen in an instant. Yes. We have to slowly change, if we want to do so. 

Light. A light of friendship. Easily, by just a text. Pinpointing out my mood. My current status. How? Oh, I do not know. But perhaps it was fated? He found out I was not feeling my best. He tried to help me out. He, perhaps is a real friend. Friends. Those who care the most? It was unbelivable. By just through written words, how could he have knew? Troubled? Yes. I was. Knowing there are people who really care. Why won’t I move again? Let us go. Not to fail them more, huh? Friends. What should they be? I don’t know. Sometimes, you want them to be the one who you can be fun with. But sometimes, fun is never a factor. It is how they care that counts. Perhaps I’ll have to start shedding off some? Some are rather thick-headed. Confront them with a mask and they won’t see. Confront they without the mask and they act rather not-really in a comfortable position for you.

Change and hope. Today. Change. Hope. There was a big change. Hope shined once again. What? Beating ET in a match today? Sure, Drew isn’t there, nor their big shot Neri. But whats the big deal for me anyway? It’s because change. As a leader, I’ve changed. I’ve adapted to the situation. I commanded what is deemed to be the best action of the moment. AoE strat? Use the Sentinel’s 4/4 heroes. Pick them off one by one. But, adjusting to the very laggy situation? We cannot. That is why we resulting in a Def/Off position. In the initial plan, it was even planned to have a Lancer pushing the sides indefinitely while we battle out mid. Plan. Adapt. Change. Breaking our mid. We broke through their sides. At the final hour. The intense battle cools down. This is definitely the time you’d want BD. But, I should not care no longer. It is hard. Facing your old mates? It is indeed hard for me. Especially, facing your old mates, and students? But one thing is for sure. They still have a lot to learn. Yet they cancelled out the plan. So now it’s their fault. And, I’ll try to do my best. Enlighten them. The true playing style of DotA. Perhaps. One of the last days. I’ll properly, finally give them the final lesson. Drew, Marc, Jarv, Gabby. I’ll eat them whole. The final lesson, huh? It was sure fun. I hope we’ve fought together and we’d be undestructable. But, fate changed it’s wheels, huh? So this is why. I’m adapting. And changing, just for you guys.

Hope. Moving on. Friends. All of those, actually can be related to each other. With a reformation plan I’ve come up, it is defintely related. Hope. CT hopes to be the best. Not really CT. But representing CT, I hope for the best. I want to be the best among the rest. And in my case, it’s plain and simple DotA. Moving on. So, it really is done. We’ve parted. No more a-q. In anycase, goodbye~. Friends. We would slowly be with each other. As we fight all through this. As I lead them to, victory. Friends. I would need the assistance of an old friend of mine. Yes. I’ve finally decided. At all costs. As much as I can. I’ll try to convice Gian back to playing. As for the real line ups. I really only need two people at my side if ever I will fight. It’ll be Gian and Melvin. The rest? As long as they can listen and perform atleast well enough. It’ll be fine. What about DotA classes? Fine, I guess. Let them resume. But, I really see less hope now. They’re lacking advances in any case, and lacks a real on-head trainings. But probably, that’s the best for the meantime. Meanwhile, I"ll have to convince the reformation. Or something. I’m weird again~ =P

So yes. After reforming myself. It’s time to wake up. Time to move. So let’s go on. And continue to the future ahead~ 

Rika-chan here~ It would seem illya-chan is upset~ Mi~… Hau~… Rika-chan would try her best to fulfilll this blog’s needs while illya-chan is gone, okay~? Nipa~!

^^, Had a ‘practice’ CT vs. ET earlier. All I can say is, I really just need to train CT. That’s it. And we’d beat ET easily. Yeah~ Though ET is good teamwork-ise, and has some good players, their knowledge is still lacking. Comeon, carry Sven? Kynot. Carry Sven with S&Y?…. wtf? Yes, indeed. CT? We’re too much individuality, and teamwork really needs to get shined. ET showed a good sauce of teamwork and timing comboes~ That’s why, I’ll do my best to raise up CT-Allstars *lawl*

So yea~ Change the plan~ It would look silly CT’s fighters include Lina and everyone else from the training camp. Since Mel is okay with the ‘training’ and stuff, I decided there’s two sessions, nub sessions and k sessions. Then one day, battle it out, then get the best, form CT-Allstars woot! Haha~ And then we’d pwn AT, ET, OT and all of ‘em. Ya rly~

Lastly, Irvin is a POSER! Kaz is actually a guy in Drew’s *coincidently, Irvin’s too* shop. He’s liek, super pro. And Irvin like, OMG I WANT TO BE KAZ TOO. And thus, Kaz the Hack got born. Ya. Its liek true. HE’S A POSER. <.< And when I leave there’ll be like an illya clone scattering around too <.< Fag. 

Study study~ Tomorrow’s the last day and the first day of training~ Matta ashita ne~?

Yes. Barely. Finished. v15. Barely finished. AP. Mitra is. Still studying. lol. ktnxbye

Survival of the Fittest! 3 days. Weapons. Kill or be killed. What would happen to the people of 3-2 once they see the bloodshed?

1. - Arnaldo - may become insane. His happy-going personality goes into a sadistic killing machine.

2. - Bernardino - either, a) runs to me and we go team, or b) goes solo. Eitherway, he goes in to the game.

3. -  Bolintiam - may think and snaps out of the game. Forms a group that plans to oppose them. However, he may have difficulty on doing that with his group, and ends up boom.

4. - Cortes - @.@ dunno. Maybe has drugs or something, not really someone you’ll notice. Probably one of those who goes insane.

5. - Cortez - gets in the game and wtfpwns.

6. - Cruz, Miguel - tries to create a team?

7. - Cruz, Tom - goes nuts and becomes in the game

8. - Danggoy - becomes a defenseless nutcase, or a cold-blooded killing machine. Dunno.

9. - Dasig - becomes a warfreak. And in the game. So, depending on how deep their bond is, most probably he’ll go pwn his own gang. Or atleast I think so :p

10. - De Chavez - becomes a lone killer, or tags with Mitra?

11. - De Leon - same with Dasig? There’s also a possibility that he teams with Dasig only, and they go duo killing spree rather than save his classmates and stuff.

12. - De Vera - if he remains cool, then he goes off as a emotionless killing machine, like a pro. If he does not, then he’ll just be cannon fodder.

13. - Dela Rosa - goes WTF mode, and pwns the first guy he sees.

14. - Domingo - he’ll go berserk. The first time he sees someone dead, he’ll go insane and berserk and totally kills anything in sight.

15. - Ebron - tries to be sane but in the end is hopeless.

16. - Estioko - his emo-side awakens as he goes solo killing everyone. Or not.

17. - Estrella - oh shi—- Ends up trusting the only people he would trust in the first place, and simply wtfpwning everyone else. Probably going to get betrayed in the end though.

18. - Felipe - cries and gets pwnt. Or goes insane and pwns everyone in sight.

19. -  Fernandez, JP - teams up with Gino and tries to oppose the program, at the same time opposing everyone.

20. -  Fernandez, JC - feels he is now a pro-killer and tries to pwn someone. Unfortunately, he got pwnd back.

21. -  Geronimo - runs of insane

22. -  Gonda - … together with the trio, they will leave everyone alone and does some suicidal things. Or Gonda becomes crazy and while he’s with the trio, he suddenly pwns them.

23. -  James - goes crazy. Badly. First. Sight. Of. Blood. Kill. Kill. KILL. and stuff.

24. -  Libante - "this is like just a game, yo!" and goes out to kill

25. -  Lim, J - together with his brother, they go wtfpwn. Or, he kills everyone at the first place because of insanity. Or was it the beer?

26. -  Lim, L - tries to be sneaky and wtfpwns everyone.

27. -  Lina - a) runs of to the g3 (NOT FOUR), but then they are selfish and ran away before Lina could even do anything. b) runs to Rico and the others, and gets killed. All in all, gets killed, and runs away and away. Or, runs away and away and concludes he’s insane and fights back.

28. -  Marcelo - tries to decieve everyone and wtfpwns them.

29. -  Mejia - will go find allies immediately, and tries to oppose the game

30. -  Meriales - goes off to find Jay and help each other

31. -  Mitra - goes lone wolf on defence, and/or teaming up with De Chavez

32. -  Navarrete - goes awaken in the game and wtfpwns everyone merciless.

33. -  Nera - goes nuts and shot in the first place

34. -  Nolasco - tries to find hope in his friends, but nooooo. He gets shot in the face. Or, it depends on where he goes for help

35. -  Olalde - goes insane.

36. -  Ong - tries to find his band, or goes nuts in the first place

37. -  Penafiel - tries to be happy and stuff, but ends up insane

38. -  Pera - brings his wife to the forest and does things. Then they both become insane and pwns everyone.

39. -  Pimentel - would try the best to stay cool. If he did find his friends before he breaks, they’d go wtfpwn the game and stuff.

41. -  Ramchandani - seeks help and oppose the game

42. -  Reyes - runs away from Pera and wont trust anyone

43. -  Ruiz - lone wolf

44. -  Sagun - insane

45. -  Serrano - insane with his weird poems. Or same with Jay. Actually, it is same with Jay. Only that Johann has the probability to be same with Jay.

46. -  Sng - goes nuts, or finds proper help. Ends up with Dasig and stuff, boom.

47. -  Tanchuco - goes nuts and says I’M SMART, I’M SMART, blah blah blah, and goes pwn everyone saying how he is higher-leveled and so. Or he goes to trust his friends but then they all still got insane and wtfpwn everyone.

48. -  Vidola - tries to find a partner and wtfkills all. Or insane himself

49. -  Villaflor - goes to find the trio and ends up insane.

@.@ w/e. Atleast that’s what I think. He’re the list of people I’d kill on sight, not because of personal issues, but because of precaution. Meaning, they’re hopeless in the first place. Or something.
Bernardino. K, it’s personal
Tanchuco. K. It’s also personal. But also precaution because they’d go wtf later on.
Domingo. He’ll go insane before I even see him. Hopeless~
Tom. K. Personal.
Chuchi. He’ll really love the event. So I need to wtfpwn him.
Dela Rosa. K. Personal.

Haha, w/e. Now let’s go on with the people I’ll try allying with.
Rishi. k. personal. But hey I could trust him. Hopefully.
Felipe. Poor soul. I hope I reach in time.
Lina. how could you think of him killing us?
Jay. Ya Rly now.
Mejia. if he’s not insane yet.

@.@ w/e. Dunno. I just felt like it. Anyways, THERE’S just no way I’d like that to happen in the first p… OH SHI—-  I’d love that. I’d get a Bat as a weapon. And. Irvin. Walking. Walking. BOOM. SATOSHI-STYLE WTFPWNING~! And Gian. Walking and walking. BOOM. Keiichi-style~ hau~. But ya. Afterwards? No moar pleaz. W/E. MUST READ MOAR AND/OR STUDY. LAWL