Shiawase no Hibi(?!)

March 24, 2007

Highly Responsive to Prayers

Or not. <.<

Happy birthday to my mom and Jei-kun, but Jei-kun doesn’t seem to be happy for god knows what happened early today while I was partying doing projects. <.< So how come Highly Responsive to Prayers? Because my prayers pretty much never get response. Everything. Okay, exaggerating. People are like that. Exaggerating. Not thankful for what they have got, since they didnt got what they wanted. Overpowered by the failure. Meh. Same with me. Despite knowing it. <.< How come? Well in my sake, meh. It’s kinda different. Things I desperately like. They don’t get fulfilled. Not a response in my prayers. Ofcourse I’m thankful for the other things, safety and all. But still.

Yeah. w/e. Many people believe such things. Prayers and all. Effective till they dont get what they want. But seriously. What’s up with that. No. The things I desire isn’t really for me, my happiness, or anything. It’s actually for others <.< And with the powers of god, it’s like sooo easy to do it. What is it. Why is it? Wishes. My two wishes. I. I’ll keep on wishing. I’ll keep on praying. For those two are valuable for me. My wishes are for their better. For their sake. And one day. I know. God really is Highly Responsive to Prayers.

So yea. W/e. Good luck always, I say. So I gave this Penguin figurine to mom that costs p99 only. Rawr! First time I’m buying something for a birthday, and when I mean I’m, I mean me. GG. Oh, Jei-kun’s birthday is also today. He seemed to be enthustiastic (w/e spelling <.<) at it yesterday. Today? Algeb class then GG party. Jolibee treat @.@ For everyone. I hid a bottle of coke XD Afterwards, the DotA boys DotAed, Jei-kun and the others G4ed, I went to play do projects. And for some reason, now Jei-kun is feeling down. A hell lot down. <.< What happened again this time <.<

ZzzzZzzz…. Oh yeah, Jei-kun and Johann are angry to each other for some reason. And its been quite  few months already. Why? Don’t know. But w/e. I’ll try. To make them friends again. Before Johann leaves. It makes me sad to see two people close to me, close to each other, just gg ignore each other. I still remember last year, I showed a joke to Jei-kun and I just had to show Johann the same thing because Jei-kun said so. What was the point of both of them being in the same clubs? <.< Long time friends, if I think so. So. What is it just that thing happened between them? <.< Makes me sad for that reason. Again. A witness. I should act. Atleast this once. Even if I didn’t in the other one. Or probably still haven’t, I have to do here. Atleast try. Yea. Best friends. A long time. For no reason. Hate. Anger. Between them. And in the end. One of them has to go. Yet. They still dont say a word to each other. I’ll try to change that.

And for other news, I thought of a new route for my teh plan. Not to mention Raf is now teh artistorz for my. Uh. Artz. What’s the new route? The whole text above. Or something similar to that. GG.

Oh. I tried my script in action the other day. I jokingly was angry with Jei-kun. The whole day. And he was like begging why and stuff. Result? Next few days GG awkwardness. Haha. So yea. Route is something like that. It all begins with a joke. In the end, one leaves. What will you do? Or something similar. 

Oh. forgot to mention. So bought like this feather-chan which you connect to CPs. But I just get it for I has good plan. I connect it at Jei-kun’s bag! But after I bought it, it was impossible @.@ So I just invented this paper-made bag with moe-characteristics and a moe-ish letter (maybe?) in it. =P And asked raf to sneak it in. And Gian distracted. It was all going smooth till raf was noticed since he took looooong. <.< But thankfully Jei-kun didn’t care. But I know he recieved it as he told me earlier. <.< Now if only he would cheer up. So feather-chan was like. Uh. A purple feather with a small ball attached and ofcourse the string to put in your CP. <.< I think I wrote in the letter that feather-chan brings happiness. I hope it do. I’ll add it to my wishlist then. Please make feather-chan’s colorful vibrant color take away the darkness in Jei-kun’s life. Hope he’ll convert from black-ism to purple-ism but that’s not going to happen anyday soon =P

So yeah. Is a feather thing weird as a gift? I don’t know. My mom is usually happy with normal gifts such as the Penguin I gave her so no problem. But for a friend? @.@ I have no ideas @.@ But I do get the feeling of searching something for that person. You know. Roaming around finding that something for the person you’re buying a gift for. And I want moar XP Which reminds me. I didn’t recieved anything good last. Uh. Any occasion. Actually why should I on my birthday unless its one of those years where its a major year or something. Xmas? No one would care =p I recieved this heartless and just a freebee bag from Rishi. That doesn’t count as a gift. =P I believe a gift is something came from the heart. You don’t give a gift just because it’s an occasion to do so. If you truely want to give something and stuff, thats a gift. For me. =p Yeah, I’m picky. Meh, so yea. But finding a gift is kinda hard. You know. Will he like this? Will she take this? Will it eat this? And so on. Meh. But that’s probably it. Finding the gift is what makes the gift a gift. @.@ Silly philosophies. W/e spelling, dont car. Yes car. So yea. But finding stuffs as a gift is really fun. Kinda XP Now who’s birthday is next? XP Speaking of gifts and heartless fake  gifts. XP I gave a bunch during christmas. I asked Jei-kun how’s Mug-chan that I gave him for xmas. It was hanging around his room and finding use from time to time. Yay~! Atleast the gift that i didn’t think was a gift became a gift for Jei-kun! =P And how about them… Wallet thingies? I believe raf hangs his around his bag. Dunno for Gian. Hey! I gave you two the same pair so you two has the… uh.. same pair. =P So be proud of having the same pair! James also uses the CD case I gave him, and it was perfect for him since he always doesn’t have a CD case. Same with Jan, or I think so =P. I think I"ll give him the same thing next year XP. Speaking of next year. Lemme try to find a gift for the people I’m giving to. Yea. Spend 5 hours searching for gifts, lets gao~! Gifts destined to be given to specific people, huh? Like feather-chan was destined to be given to Jei-kun, and how Mug-chan was not destined to but just randomly given to Jei-kun. =P So yeah. W/e.

Meh. Last four days is hael. Let’s dine in hell! Or so as Leonidas says. =P So on monday, full of long tests. Next days is ofcourse exams. Atleast, on the last day, I hope we be playin DotA, next day we going out with the remnants of a-q/ORC, and on saturday, badminton practice as a finale of this busy week. Not to mention projects too. Gawsh, Shop/Tech is really becoming a heavy burden for me. <.<

W/e. Nice post overall, I think. Like the gift parts much =P 

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