Shiawase no Hibi(?!)

Higurashi Season 3? Epic wins. Though I really have to keep up with the 2nd season, hopefully they’ll free Rika from the ever lasting June. Sighs~

Tsubaki. Why. Sob.

Sup. So I commuted way back home. :3 Uh huh. I still remember my first oneeee the other day :3

But moving on. I don’t know :3 Welllll, if DotA was one of the reasons I’m back, then obviously there should be a counterpart reason huh? Well, Illya’s going to get a serialization of a new manga, all about mahou shoujo illya! So. :OOOOOOOOOOOOO

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Hah. There’s been much changes since. Last time. I don’t know.

Let’s start it off with DotA. I’ve been recently ‘drafted’ into team KAGED - Ken/Andrew/Gian/Eric/Dacs team, the 4th year powerhouse containing what we can call, best of the best. Although there are some members I can debate about being worthy in it, I’ll just give them the benefit of doubt. For now, I’m having an okay time with them, although hopefully, they’ll slowly open up for me and I could put in a good strat and gameplay changes, such as the early pushing matter. The other day, may be the final day as a CT; where I ka-chinged 100 from team KAGED with Marc. There’s really just something lacking in team CT, whether they’re not just really used to 5v5, or they just insta-flail, I don’t know. All I know is, there’s more future in KAGED, so yeah. Not that I’m leaving CT, but you know. You won’t expect a CT vs KAGED anytime soon.

‘Sides I’ve slowly telling them Jungling/Bottle strats, it won’t be long that I can show them hefty hawt league strats and all. But as a normal friends, I don’t think I could stand it without changing :3 So long live CT for that, for that is something I am blessed with them :/

Also, whether it was because of the CT vs ET/KAGED match, much people starting to DotA again, Jerrick getting a hold of Lanaya, Mico playing again even though he had his ‘last’ game during the retreat, well, that’s that.

Moving on from DotA; I don’t know. I’ve been too friendly with Irvin lately :3 Not that it’s a bad thing but you know. Not only me, but people around me too, people who I knew was against each other, it’s quite a good feeling we’re on a same level now, although there might be a place where it’s not right, atleast it’s more even now than ever. All I can say is, it’s something refreshing. Haah~

On to that, question. Is Gian really that stubborn :/ Seriously, Hare Hare Yukai is seriously overrated, or he/they has nothing else to poke upon. Either way I can see he’s completely dumbfounded, not even remembering about what happened a year ago, although there’s less, I still feel that odd streak of anger. But seriously, stop overrating that song. Oh, and is it just me, but I do kinda noticed that he’s on purposely letting me hear it. Like, Domeng and I was going to buy Icetea while before that they scream Hare Hare Yukai, so I seriously want to go and take a breather. Going back, there’s another song, but what. He screams to repeat that Hare Hare Yukai again. Seriously, someone’s either on purpose or completely an idiot :/

Bleh~ But moving on that. I’ve found my new Lucky Star~ For those who still does not know of it; dunno. I’m quite moved on nowadays with Lucky Star. Not just the show, but it’s quickly becoming a symbol for me. I’ve been putting it in every freaking thing, from activities, to the retreat activities. A ‘Lucky Star’ is there :3 But moving on that;

SchoolMate eroge rocks hard. Not the ero part, but everything else of it is simply amazing. It’s the first 3d Anime Game I’ve ever played so go easy on me, but I have to say, it’s quite a really different experience from normal Tsukihime/Yume Miru/etc. There’s that liveliness on the character, and how absolutely it made me go KAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIII~ mode much. Not only that, but the SchoolMate Photo is another thing in the bargain. It’s something a photographer-but-not can only dream off :3 It’s something made off hawt and win much. Story-wise, I don’t really know since I don’t understand. The thing I hate though, is that it’s really an eroge, especially the aftermath which most people goes for where in you could just do that over and over again in a lot of styles. Another thing to point is; breasts. Seriously, out of the 5 heroines, only my Lucky Star has ‘normal’ sized breast. Everyone else either seems like they came from some BB-themed Doujinshi or one of those obscenely-huge-breasted-but-normal ones :/ Either way they’re still hawt, but I much prefer cuteness anytime pl0x.

Speaking on Eroge, from all this time, Kagetsu Tohya has been completely released, although they’re still doing the usual update routine, it’s good that something I saw… 6 months ago? From an anon in 4chan (was it?) became to a real full project. Much thanks to the team, as for now, I’m wandering about that ‘a day’ scenario :3

But most of all, change. All of these are changes. Yet, there’s something on me I want to change. All these months, you know already, change change change. Yet I cannot. I haven’t found my Lucky Star. But now, I feel something from Natsume-san, and all of these awesome photos of her I’ve been doing :3 But yeah, inspiration doesn’t really mean anything if I don’t work. So I’m kinda trying to do something to fill everything in me with pure Natsume love :3 And yeah, moeism forever~

Looking on to the future. Haah~ A quarter is almost ending… 3 to go…

The Anime, honestly. Freaking looks sooo epic cool. Tomorrow, ooh soo tomorrow. I’ll get the raw despite not understanding it 100%

But srsly, this is going to be eeppicccc~

Weelll, first off, first post after a week~ I really do not know; I just didn’t feel like posting after the retreat, and only do now, since, I may as well forget everything I was going to. So I have to do it before I forget

First; let’s talk about Karma. As an opening, here~ So today dismissal time, I was there with Raf and the others, lol-ing around. Then they don’t want to go to the CR so I left them. Going to the CR… 3 little kids playing some sort of tag, one did a whooooooooop and fell. I thought to myself. Ouch. That’s gotta hurt. And laughed a bit to myself. In the CR, crcrcr, I thought, heeey. I should be a role model, and help the poor kid up. I laughed again to what I was saying to myself. And just as I was leaving the CR, I almost slipped. Karma-ed So next time I should help the kid eh?

The thing is; there’s this thing that prevents me to do it. You know, you wouldn’t really like doing it, being seen doing it, it’s something only seen in TVs, not in the real world etc etc. But I wanna ask myself; are there really no people who’ll help out in the real world? Because this world is simply a staged one, we’re still in school, not a real world. What you do, everyone will care. So; will there someone who’ll not heed the looks of others in the real world and help out? *sigh* I want to do it too :/ or something.

Moving on, back to some days, reflections. First off, to my family. Simply put, retreat owns up npnp. Moving on from that, reflections on that problem. I don’t know. Seriously I don’t know. I said I’ll leave it to God, as long as happiness and righteousness is the path it takes. But you really can’t stop moe and still want to do it. Maybe it’s a coincidence, but it isn’t Nodoka anymore, not just the numbers, but many things. Lost my moe? Probably. Not only that, but you know. Hating, fake hating, all of that. Currently, I really don’t know my stand, nor its stand. It’s sooo weird.

Not to mention, when you’re many persons inside. You know me, different names, supposed different peoples. But seriously though, I don’t get myself. I don’t know myself. Silent, kinda-shy, pure and good. Yet there’s this side of trashtalking, loud, and all. I don’t get myself …so… Quoting myself from the past… How can you help others if you don’t know yourself? I keep on helping others yet I can’t to myself. *sigh*

Moving on; moe seems to be moving I don’t know, but Jei-kun has really been… special recently. From (forced) sitting on his lap the other day, the treat earlier, and all those precious time together. Don’t know. Moe. Seriously an amazing force.

And thinking about precious time… I’m still not using and spending my time effectively. I should really start moving. These days passing by one by one; all these beloved moments with my Comtech Family. You know, it’s really something to miss. Moving on to College Life; something I really don’t want to. I want everything to be like this. It isn’t achieving happiness, but it’s happy enough for me. It’s something you want to be in forever. Sadly, time doesn’t stop for anyone, anything. Sooo, all these days, the hard quizzes, the teamwork with the family, the little chit chats, those moe moments, bad moments, fun times, all of them. Slowly, surely, everyone realizes it. It’s out of our grasp, it’s just our fate, as it is with all students. Months. A wee bit more, and goodbye. Separation. This is goodbye?

As it is in eroges, especially those school themed, which are oh so memorable, I may not have the lovely <3 moments, but I do know, it’s been, seriously, heck a lot of fun. Speaking of eroge, I’ve started on my Crescendo just yesterday. And I may say, it just hits right the spot; graduation theme for a graduating students. Characters are really memorable and sweet, just wanna play more.

As an update, recently, just this week, I discovered something godly. PlayAsia accepts Western Union sending~! Yes~! So I’m now farming to buy Higu Character CD 3 which ofcourse is the lovely Rika/Satoko album <3 Not to mention adding some other albums, depending on how much I’d farm at the end of the month. Gogogo~

As a last one; I must say. Summer season is definitely hot. But most of all, I really can’t wait for them cicadas’ cries again. …speaking of cicadas; I think I’ve heard them at Batulao at the retreat. If they are classified as cicadas though

That’s it for me, bye beeee~

Epic coolness. Isumi-san is a ghost hunter? Epic win~

So I haven’t still finished the make-over. Hah~ I’ll get over it soon. Anyways, so what’s up~?

Nowadays. Well, not nowadays. But rather, because of some specific day, that pretty much changed my everyday life, so I said, why change from rank 10++ to rank 1 only when you can change everything else too~? So it’s like. Making a shock. Since changing over time is hard, not to mention people will see you change and is quite embarrassing. How about make it a shock-type change? Change just in a snap. Ahaha~ So what do I mean~? For some reason. I really feel like it. Acting so formal. So… majestic. Something like… an ojou-sama ^^;;;;;;;;;; Well pretty much the other EP of Raki Suta influenced me when Kona goes ojou-sama style and is soooo cool. Ahaha. Seriously speaking though, some part of me really want to do it. Heck, my mind is even saying, ask James for a practice and test being one there.
Ohoho~ Raf-san, that won’t just do~ Ah, please excuse me, I have a call~ I am terribly sorry, however I have to go now~ *bows*
Woah. @.@ GG.

KFC old woman is dead. Yay! Chapter 3 = fun. Start studying pl0x!

edit: mother becomes QoP! RAWR! teh zomgz

Srsly. Can’t wait for Higurashi. Meanwhile, I’ve been re-reading the tips, reading new Manga Arcs and stuff. Akasaka ftw~! So yea. Can’t wait for vacation. I’ll have a marathon of both the manga and anime~! GG. Then. June. The endless summers. They once again come. Rika. Let’s go.

Nothing happened today. Just some DotA. a-q vs ct. Yay~. Pro silencer solo mid. Pro clinkz solo mid. GG. W/e.