Shiawase no Hibi(?!)

Aha ^^;;;; So the day ends. Today was when Raf and G-Raf went to my place to do some layouting for our Eco Tabloid project. So yeah. As usual, as always, in the end, the results are pretty much little, but there’s a craploads of fun in the end~

So it all started in the morning, waiting for them. Gonda decided to play a bit with everyone else, but I must say otherwise. Irvin and the others must’ve persuaded him to play so they got here delayed. While I go play at my own pc :3 So yeah. Later on I’ve heard that Jarv quitted just before the game ended and Irvin screamed ‘Quitter’, ofcourse, Jarvs would retaliate and say 1v1 and stuff. But seriously, sometimes I must say, Irvin really, really is. Still childish as ever. Hay wait. He’s still is and never was <.< But yeah. But you know, he said to Gonda that Jarvs was really ‘pikunin’, but seriously. You provoked him so you have no right to say that. Besides, that’s not it all, everything about you provokes him, well, not just him, but pretty much many people, including me :3 Ah well, nothing we can do about that. It’s just that it’s a pity I’m not there, TO WHOOP IRVIN’S ASS. Because there’s something about him that likes it when winning, hates it when losing. Well… I’m kinda the same, but atleast I’ll accept a defeat if it’s played well, not when there’s people nub-ing in my team or so. But srsly, I should’ve been there to support Jarvs. Hah~

I was thinking, honestly. Was hoping someone else to go with them, but in the end, my little silent wish didn’t got granted. Oh well :3

Moving on, they went late, I fetched them outside, and gogogo~ At first, I finished my unfinished game of CoH, then we went on to designing a bit. Well, later, we go play :3 So yeah. But we kinda finished some drafts, so I guess it’s okay. Moving on, later. G-Raf asks me to tutor him. So yeah. :/ Much lecture ftw. Most stuffs I know I’ve explained to him and he was amazed :3 But as all things go, you don’t learn it as soon as you hear it, and too much information is sometimes too much to digest. Or something. In the end, I guess he’s on his way to improvement, but still needs much more practice~

Moving on that… Well. What. That’s about it today X3 So yeah, I didn’t know, but time flew so fast when I’m lecturing. Au au au~

On a side note, I’ve finished Kagetsu Tohya yesterday, although there are still all those side stories, and 3 more which are locked :3 Makes me wonder how I finished that first than… say… Yume Miru Kisuri, or Crescendo :3 Maybe it’s the Type-Moon mark. Or something. Hah~ But seriously, there’s something different on the game, that makes it a tier above everything else. Or not the game, but the company. ^^;;; Fanboi alart pl0x :3

Well, back to the main topic, there’s something I forgot to put :3 So yeah, I walked them out the village. Going back, it started to rain, thankfully I brought an umbrella. What’s the point? Well, I don’t know. I kinda… Just feel something else that time. Whether it was being under the rain, or carrying an umbrella, I don’t know. Heck, there was this ‘cute’ little dog that was under the rain, that crossed the street to my side. I was wondering if it was hostile or not, but then again they won’t let hostile dogs roam around. Passing upon it, I made a sound, and he looked at me, followed me for a second. Hau~ Something in me wants to stop to it and pet it, and hide it under the umbrella, or just make it follow to me. Hau~ I guess moe really does come in all forms and shapes. Well, maybe next time, I’ll try that

Hah. There’s been much changes since. Last time. I don’t know.

Let’s start it off with DotA. I’ve been recently ‘drafted’ into team KAGED - Ken/Andrew/Gian/Eric/Dacs team, the 4th year powerhouse containing what we can call, best of the best. Although there are some members I can debate about being worthy in it, I’ll just give them the benefit of doubt. For now, I’m having an okay time with them, although hopefully, they’ll slowly open up for me and I could put in a good strat and gameplay changes, such as the early pushing matter. The other day, may be the final day as a CT; where I ka-chinged 100 from team KAGED with Marc. There’s really just something lacking in team CT, whether they’re not just really used to 5v5, or they just insta-flail, I don’t know. All I know is, there’s more future in KAGED, so yeah. Not that I’m leaving CT, but you know. You won’t expect a CT vs KAGED anytime soon.

‘Sides I’ve slowly telling them Jungling/Bottle strats, it won’t be long that I can show them hefty hawt league strats and all. But as a normal friends, I don’t think I could stand it without changing :3 So long live CT for that, for that is something I am blessed with them :/

Also, whether it was because of the CT vs ET/KAGED match, much people starting to DotA again, Jerrick getting a hold of Lanaya, Mico playing again even though he had his ‘last’ game during the retreat, well, that’s that.

Moving on from DotA; I don’t know. I’ve been too friendly with Irvin lately :3 Not that it’s a bad thing but you know. Not only me, but people around me too, people who I knew was against each other, it’s quite a good feeling we’re on a same level now, although there might be a place where it’s not right, atleast it’s more even now than ever. All I can say is, it’s something refreshing. Haah~

On to that, question. Is Gian really that stubborn :/ Seriously, Hare Hare Yukai is seriously overrated, or he/they has nothing else to poke upon. Either way I can see he’s completely dumbfounded, not even remembering about what happened a year ago, although there’s less, I still feel that odd streak of anger. But seriously, stop overrating that song. Oh, and is it just me, but I do kinda noticed that he’s on purposely letting me hear it. Like, Domeng and I was going to buy Icetea while before that they scream Hare Hare Yukai, so I seriously want to go and take a breather. Going back, there’s another song, but what. He screams to repeat that Hare Hare Yukai again. Seriously, someone’s either on purpose or completely an idiot :/

Bleh~ But moving on that. I’ve found my new Lucky Star~ For those who still does not know of it; dunno. I’m quite moved on nowadays with Lucky Star. Not just the show, but it’s quickly becoming a symbol for me. I’ve been putting it in every freaking thing, from activities, to the retreat activities. A ‘Lucky Star’ is there :3 But moving on that;

SchoolMate eroge rocks hard. Not the ero part, but everything else of it is simply amazing. It’s the first 3d Anime Game I’ve ever played so go easy on me, but I have to say, it’s quite a really different experience from normal Tsukihime/Yume Miru/etc. There’s that liveliness on the character, and how absolutely it made me go KAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIII~ mode much. Not only that, but the SchoolMate Photo is another thing in the bargain. It’s something a photographer-but-not can only dream off :3 It’s something made off hawt and win much. Story-wise, I don’t really know since I don’t understand. The thing I hate though, is that it’s really an eroge, especially the aftermath which most people goes for where in you could just do that over and over again in a lot of styles. Another thing to point is; breasts. Seriously, out of the 5 heroines, only my Lucky Star has ‘normal’ sized breast. Everyone else either seems like they came from some BB-themed Doujinshi or one of those obscenely-huge-breasted-but-normal ones :/ Either way they’re still hawt, but I much prefer cuteness anytime pl0x.

Speaking on Eroge, from all this time, Kagetsu Tohya has been completely released, although they’re still doing the usual update routine, it’s good that something I saw… 6 months ago? From an anon in 4chan (was it?) became to a real full project. Much thanks to the team, as for now, I’m wandering about that ‘a day’ scenario :3

But most of all, change. All of these are changes. Yet, there’s something on me I want to change. All these months, you know already, change change change. Yet I cannot. I haven’t found my Lucky Star. But now, I feel something from Natsume-san, and all of these awesome photos of her I’ve been doing :3 But yeah, inspiration doesn’t really mean anything if I don’t work. So I’m kinda trying to do something to fill everything in me with pure Natsume love :3 And yeah, moeism forever~

Looking on to the future. Haah~ A quarter is almost ending… 3 to go…

…Ending kinda… flails. Needs some epilogue or something. :/

:| Noooooo not one of these abysmal short posts again! But. But. Crescendo is quite short huh?

But it’s been fun. Sleeeeeeep~

Weelll, first off, first post after a week~ I really do not know; I just didn’t feel like posting after the retreat, and only do now, since, I may as well forget everything I was going to. So I have to do it before I forget

First; let’s talk about Karma. As an opening, here~ So today dismissal time, I was there with Raf and the others, lol-ing around. Then they don’t want to go to the CR so I left them. Going to the CR… 3 little kids playing some sort of tag, one did a whooooooooop and fell. I thought to myself. Ouch. That’s gotta hurt. And laughed a bit to myself. In the CR, crcrcr, I thought, heeey. I should be a role model, and help the poor kid up. I laughed again to what I was saying to myself. And just as I was leaving the CR, I almost slipped. Karma-ed So next time I should help the kid eh?

The thing is; there’s this thing that prevents me to do it. You know, you wouldn’t really like doing it, being seen doing it, it’s something only seen in TVs, not in the real world etc etc. But I wanna ask myself; are there really no people who’ll help out in the real world? Because this world is simply a staged one, we’re still in school, not a real world. What you do, everyone will care. So; will there someone who’ll not heed the looks of others in the real world and help out? *sigh* I want to do it too :/ or something.

Moving on, back to some days, reflections. First off, to my family. Simply put, retreat owns up npnp. Moving on from that, reflections on that problem. I don’t know. Seriously I don’t know. I said I’ll leave it to God, as long as happiness and righteousness is the path it takes. But you really can’t stop moe and still want to do it. Maybe it’s a coincidence, but it isn’t Nodoka anymore, not just the numbers, but many things. Lost my moe? Probably. Not only that, but you know. Hating, fake hating, all of that. Currently, I really don’t know my stand, nor its stand. It’s sooo weird.

Not to mention, when you’re many persons inside. You know me, different names, supposed different peoples. But seriously though, I don’t get myself. I don’t know myself. Silent, kinda-shy, pure and good. Yet there’s this side of trashtalking, loud, and all. I don’t get myself …so… Quoting myself from the past… How can you help others if you don’t know yourself? I keep on helping others yet I can’t to myself. *sigh*

Moving on; moe seems to be moving I don’t know, but Jei-kun has really been… special recently. From (forced) sitting on his lap the other day, the treat earlier, and all those precious time together. Don’t know. Moe. Seriously an amazing force.

And thinking about precious time… I’m still not using and spending my time effectively. I should really start moving. These days passing by one by one; all these beloved moments with my Comtech Family. You know, it’s really something to miss. Moving on to College Life; something I really don’t want to. I want everything to be like this. It isn’t achieving happiness, but it’s happy enough for me. It’s something you want to be in forever. Sadly, time doesn’t stop for anyone, anything. Sooo, all these days, the hard quizzes, the teamwork with the family, the little chit chats, those moe moments, bad moments, fun times, all of them. Slowly, surely, everyone realizes it. It’s out of our grasp, it’s just our fate, as it is with all students. Months. A wee bit more, and goodbye. Separation. This is goodbye?

As it is in eroges, especially those school themed, which are oh so memorable, I may not have the lovely <3 moments, but I do know, it’s been, seriously, heck a lot of fun. Speaking of eroge, I’ve started on my Crescendo just yesterday. And I may say, it just hits right the spot; graduation theme for a graduating students. Characters are really memorable and sweet, just wanna play more.

As an update, recently, just this week, I discovered something godly. PlayAsia accepts Western Union sending~! Yes~! So I’m now farming to buy Higu Character CD 3 which ofcourse is the lovely Rika/Satoko album <3 Not to mention adding some other albums, depending on how much I’d farm at the end of the month. Gogogo~

As a last one; I must say. Summer season is definitely hot. But most of all, I really can’t wait for them cicadas’ cries again. …speaking of cicadas; I think I’ve heard them at Batulao at the retreat. If they are classified as cicadas though

That’s it for me, bye beeee~

Wow. Just wow. Well, story-wise, so-so. But just wow. I mean, like in Aeka’s route, the deliveration is supreme as usual.

And super wow. Aya is the greatest support character ever. Hah. Atleast the one-year-later-Aya in this route. Heck, she even knows stuffs about pregnancy when Mizuki was giving birth and stuff. Stuff I don’t understand. Hah.

Anyway, instead of screenshots, here’s a quote which is made of epic win.

[Kouhei]
Aya! What number do I dial to call 119!

[Aya]
You dial 119! Hurry it up!

Kouhei is such an idiot. Here’s a last one. Hah~

[Aya]
Ah, Mizuki-san, we’re out of milk!

[Aya]
No, not yet.

Aya is such an idiot. I mean, where did she looked after saying that anyways? Trash can? Hah.

I give up on that. I’ll just ask someone if they know such program so I can have my Sara singing~

And for other news, Nekoko’s route seems to be going to be the bestest one ever. Not that I’m at that route, I’m getting her last, so Mizuki first. Which is. Kinda. More ero than story < .< Then again Yume Miru actually contains more ero than other story-powered eroges. Hmm…

Oh. And Aya-imouto… Hau~~! Kai yo~! <3

Edit: Oh. And there is still that mysterious library helper, who appears in the library (duh), and one time in the mall at Aeka’s route. Who is that girl? < .< ~theory: Mizuki’s… sister? No no, that’d be stupid, they don’t look alike nor act alike. But must be something relating to Mizuki, since I can’t see her relating to Nekoko, which is made of weird and win.

Edit#2: Crap. I just can’t leave Shiraki alone. And it so happens, for some reason, someone else found out she was attempting suicide. And now Nanjou-san is getting GGed by the school official. Oh well, atleast no one died. Well, no one died too in Shiraki’s route, but atleast no one almost died but saved by farting and pooing and peeing. Ahaha.

Edit#3: Ahaha. Mizuki’s route is godly. Because I get to be the next student council president! Rawrs

Edit#4: Aha. Seriously though. It’s becoming infested with ero-scenes and the only story so far is that Mizuki-senpai had a premonition of dying <.<

Edit#5: OT. Seriously this is becoming all too weird.

Edit#6: So. Kouhei. In the hospital again, huh? I wonder if Nekoko’s route, Kouhei will end up in the hospital again aha~

Edit#6: Not for pasta’s sake. But seriously. In no way this is a lie nor sarcasm. This truly is, THIS IS MADNESS!!

Edit#7: Kya~ … Ah.. Eto… *blush* ^^;;;;;;;; Seriously don’t hug your monitor like that! Ahah ^^;;;;;;; But having an imouto sure really really is nice. Hau~

So it’s finally done~ Well. No. It was done a long time ago, but since I you know what in the past < .< And the fact that I had to do some stuffs because it was encoded in flac. Anyways, here we go. (go what <.<)

What’s new? It’s the same old Ever17 soundtrack ofcourse~ Since you can’t snatch it from the game, you need to get the soundtrack < .< Oh, but the soundtrack does have the full OP and ED, so why not? Not to mention, the epic good old soundtracks. Now I won't miss you~ Especially the main menu music, Karma, which is just made of win, and pretty much is the theme for the game. Oh and… Der Mond Das Meer… This is madness. No vocal version of either Sara nor Coco! Hehehe *Evil smile* So once again I’ll open Ever17, huh~?